something

One point in space and no way of knowing or understanding anything about the art of being a distinct point in space. It knows already everything there is to know, no dichotomy, no binary opposition, because point and space are one. There is no way for it to know if it is a microscopic little particle floating in the vastness of space, or one point consuming all the space. Sometimes I imagine myself to be this little-big dot, floating around in something that fluctuates between a rich world full of experiences and being it, being all that floats and all in which things can float. All the potential of the empty space seem to be compressed into this little-big dot, eagerly awaiting another particle to separate itself from the space, to finally know, to understand about points and dots, lines and shapes, space and time. For now its just what it is, being and wanting, defining in one single point what has always been nothing into something. It is here that my story begins, with me, me without you my friend, and it is here that I hope to return when I am done with me.

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nothing

Nothing, no thing at all, and yet bussling with aliveness, an empy space full of sizzling potential. To be honest I’ve never been completely confortable with nothing. I’ve been fascinated by it, I have even experienced glipses of its magnificent serenity, and yet I keep running away from it. Trapped between the fear of drawing the first line on a big piece of virgin white paper and the almost uncontrollable need to fill it, to not be able to control the dance between space and content whereby drowning the original potential it sprouted from. The good thing is that nothing is everywhere, it surrounds everything, and one just has to remove things to reveal its ever present glory. I would like to become more confortable with nothing, to play with things without the gravitational pull of the facts of life, more like a dance, removing the seriousness of it without loosing its value. This space, here, which slowly is beginning to fill up with words, shall be a documents of my dance, starting at nothing…

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